A couple of months ago I was very depressed, on the verdge of suicide and felt like I couldn’t hear God’s voice in my life. I felt like He’d abandoned me. This went on for about a month, continually getting worse until I felt like I was at the lowest point of my life. At this point, I believe God lifted me out of my depression, showed me He really was there. I soon realized that, while I had thought God abandoned me, I had really abandoned God, putting more time and investment into friends, my girlfriend etc. After this, I decided to be baptized, to wash away my sins and to accept Christ into my life. Since then, I've grown in him 10 fold.