JonathanWell guys... Im very thankful for all of your prayers... Its been a crazy 2 years since we had broken up... I feel that in a way Ive been in a lot of denial that I was over her... I guess its because I seriously thought she was the one and that was IT.... God truly has been merciful with me... I lived through so much more stress than this break up during that time period. In the process, Ive had crazy problems with both of my parents. each parent was a different problem. My sister around that time got separated from her husband and it was depressing for her and till this day, she is taking matters in the wrong route. I tried harder than ever to just get a job and it just was not happening, even till this day... I had no one to run to. There wasnt ANYONE to talk to because no one was in accord with me. Everyone was just giving me that vibe that theyd rather pray against what I was needing them to pray FOR... I needed someone that I can touch and agree with. I needed someone that I could unite and be in One Accord with and I just kept getting denied. I tried to gain my self-esteem back, and I lost it all over again from joining Haitian Interdenominational Mass Choir: Joshua Generation, because I felt like I just got dragged around another "Game" and Im tired of that being all it is with all of these local independent ministries in Brooklyn. Ive dated about 3 women since then, and Im so glad that is over with. Why do I feel God has answered my Prayer? Am I truly over Melinda? Well, The last I spoke to her, I asked if she was ok in terms of preparations to Hurricane Sandys upcoming approach. When ever I see her on my newsfeed, Im in immediate alert. There was a picture I posted with a beautiful female friend of mine to which she expressed hidden jealousy somehow and I was sooo happy to see that. But what has me feeling like I know for sure that I need to express that God has answered my prayer would have to be taken from a quote from the second Transformers movie where Optimus Prime tells Sam "Fate rarely comes at a time of our choosing" I quote that line because Ive just entered a serious transition in my life that I dont think Im 100 percent ready for but I need to get in on that asap. This Transition, should I cease it and grasp on to it and hold it down, I am more than willing to take this past with Melinda, understand it, accept it, and LET IT GO, along with the fact that I can not get what I had with her back, nor should I say yes to the unlikely day that Im offered it back. With that being said, I ask that you all say one final prayer for me, and for Melinda. Both us as individuals, and for our relationship. Thank you so much. God bless you all, and stay strong.
answered 5 Months Ago |
Original Prayer Request (posted 2 Years Ago): I ask that you pray for my relationship with my past girlfriend Melinda. During the aftermath of our unfortunate turn around, I acted in a very insecure way, not just to her, but to her family. I go through emotional pain, and I pray for her, being that I dont get to see her anymore, or never know what shes doing. I truly feel that she is making bad decisions in her life, that she doesnt feel are bad. My heart hurts for her, so I also want my prayer warriors to pray for her individually, and myself individually as well as I am going through this emotionally difficult time. This has all started in the very begining of December, and still God has been very merciful till this day, the morning of March 6th 2011.