LiveLifeToTheFullestMy husbands anger is slowing coming back. It is hard because I live my life reading the Word and knowing that Jesus died for me, knowing that I am good enough for Him.... but on the other hand my husband makes me feel that I am not good enough. I do everything around the house, we have five children and I work fulltime and he will find the one thing that is out of place and put me down about it. Last week he was so good, this week, not so good. I know it is anger and abuse from his childhood, but I can not take that away and he can not fight the anger without Jesus. At this point please pray for Gods will. Pray for truth in our marriage. Pray for my husband that the anger and sin turns into serving the Lord. Pray that he realizes that I am good enough and that I have put up with a lot and desire to be treated at least ok. Pray for me I feel that I stay of the Word and then around him I feel not good enough. I fight and pray for my joy to come back. I also struggled with binging and purging since I was 11 and over came this when I left my husband five years ago and not it is back...Pray for healing. I am broken inside and Jesus lifts me up everyday and then my husband makes me feel so bad and then he says something nice to make it better but never really allows the hurt to heal before the next blow.. Anyway thank you for listening and praying for me and my family, did not think is was going to be so long.