SentFromMy marriage is quickly going up into smoke. My husband battles with an addiction to pornography. He mostly looks at womens feet, and until recently, i found links to child pornography. He sneaks around on the computer and looks at that garbage. Since I have locked all the computers in the house, he has decided to look at it on his cell phone or on TV. It hurts my heart, more so now that we have a 3 month old baby girl. When hes not looking at porn, he runs off with a friend of his to get high and drunk. Ive asked him to stop seeing this friend but he refuses to. I cry every night for him. Recently, he has decided that he will not get help for himself and has moved out, so he can do his own thing without being "nagged at". My husband knows the Lord, but has chosen to harden his heart from the truth. He goes around blaming other people instead of looking at himself. My prayer is mostly for wisdom in this situation. I want to get a divorce so i can have a chance at a happy life with the right man, but at the same time, i feel like i should wait for God to renew his mind. Strangely, he wants to stay married to me and thinks we will be fine. I honestly dont think i can wait for him to change. too much hurt and broken promises make believing in this situation impossible. i honestly dont think i love him anymore. please pray for us. thank you.