DavidGod is crazy! and so good to us! I cant explain in words whats happened to me in more or less over night! I couldnt sleep. I couldnt do anything but seek Gods face! Once I admitted here on C28 and to my friends that I was breaking under the weight of this world. God came to me in such an intimate way. I sat at my table and just cried. I cried out to God for forgiveness. I cried out thanks to him. His presence is so pure! I think the best part is knowing that no matter how much we struggle. God wont let us suffer for too long. He knows us better then we know ourselves. I know now more then ever that its in Christ alone that I stand. And I really want to thank you all for your support through this tough time in my life. God is glorious beyond all comprehension! I love all of you so much! thank you and thank God!
answered 3 Years Ago |
Original Prayer Request (posted 3 Years Ago): I just want to give up. I remember life being so much simpler before I became a Christian. I know deep down that I can never deny Christ and truly mean it. But there is apart of me that wishes I never knew him or what he did for me. it hurts me so much to say that!!!! I love him too much to walk away. a part of me wants to. God only know how much I love him. And I need him now more than ever. I am loosing the battle and everyday it gets harder! God please save me from this world and save me from myself! you are the starter and the finisher! you dont have to do anything for us yet you do out of pure untarnished and undying love! I want to have the same love for you as you do for me! Please God. Im begging you. Dont let me fight alone. I want you with me! I need you!