OMG so excited! nd definitly not ashamed! by Derrick

Hiii c28! I made a declaration nd am gona keep at it! am soo hype. lately my conversations on aim have been not sooo good. nd same thing with my aim status....
but today i my aim status said this:
ok i have an anouncement! I dont care what i may have told you or what you have heard. I am sticking with God! And now im gona go harder for God then i ever did. So dont hit me up with no ishh talking bout sex, partys, drinking. STOP! Im trying to let God change my life! I want to live Godly. So trust if you try nd test me you will get deleted off of my contacts. thank you! S.O.T.D lauryn hill zion
it reminds me of last june when i first got saved...nd people were sooo shocked...because my aim status said something like"I just hooked back up with the person i have been running from for sooo long. Nd even after i betrayed him and made him sad many times he still recieved me with open arms...nd has given me a higher love! you can have this type of love to...IM me if you would like to find out how"

12 replies on this topic

daniel@seekGodnow.org - 7/11/10 @ 12:20 PM

you shouldnt draw attention to yourself like that, i dont think. and why did you make a threat?

eitherway tho, im glad you realized what you were doing was wrong but... i dont understand why youre not ashamed

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jake - 7/11/10 @ 12:29 PM

No way! haha I love seeing that! Glory to God, Welcome back. Im so happy to hear this. I spoke with Abba about you and He assured me that you were in good hands. Post that! Let the whole world know! Make Him your identity, let everyone know that you know the one true God!
Im so happy that you are back. Good day. I missed you.

Derrick - 7/11/10 @ 12:38 PM

Im not ashamed daniel because even from 12 months ago...I know that God is sooo mericful...nd check out my bio on my page..i go into a greater depth of what i mean...but honestly...im not ashamed because my testimony may very well free someone else and bring faith, hope, and most importantly love. nd plus you cant be ashmed when you bring your mess into the light...becuz when you stay in the light afterwhile you stop listening to the devils voice nd your voice...nd you learn to be still and rest in the presence of God and allow his spirit to calm you down and comfort you..if us as christians are still ashamed of our past it could be that eithier you are disgusted of sin which is a good thing or that you are on a performance tremill...seek God on your own endevors trying to better and change yourself instead of letting go of everything! Submitting! Running to God broken and with nothing in your hands...thats the only reason it took humanity soo long to get reconciled with the father...lolz we thought we could be holy and follow the commandments. But we need to see that we are a work in progresss and need to be in reverence of God and have a right view ourselves...honestly...humiltiy is what jesus has and when he gives it to us...it doesnt make us weak....but really it makes us not think of ourselves...which i think is hot

Derrick - 7/11/10 @ 12:40 PM

oh nd lolz daniel lolz i know the people i am dealing with they are a persistant bunch so i would love to be a light to dem...yet i must talk with them from a distance giving God the glory and being a reflection of him...bad company corrupts good morals

Derrick - 7/11/10 @ 12:42 PM

thank you jake...wow! All heaven is rejoicing

Me - 7/11/10 @ 2:51 PM

It"s so great to hear you say this!!! I prayed for you all this time, and I knew God hadn"t abandoned you, but I feared that you"ll not come back to him... I thanks God for you choose the right path ;-)
May God bless you

Derrick - 7/11/10 @ 3:25 PM

awww thank you soo much yoan...i am soo blessed to have all these people of God in my life. To intercede and call down answers from heaven. God bless you too ;)

Emmanuel - 7/11/10 @ 10:36 PM

Glad to hear it Nazira ^_^. Only thing is the "omg" at the beginning of your thread, >.<.

And I believe we should all be ashamed of our level of faith, and the lack thereof, and the sin we commit against our Most High. One thing we shouldnt be ashamed of is the Gospel. Romans 1:16 ;)

Japlace - 7/12/10 @ 12:26 AM

Awesome Nazira! iM SOOOO HYPED TO SEE THIS!
I havent been on ina few days, and when i left i was verrrrry concerned about you!
I still am, but not nearly as much.
Stay for God! Dont like the slightest temptation, well tempt you!!
Your Bro in Him, Japlace! :D

Derrick - 7/12/10 @ 12:55 PM

@ Emmanuel Hii i forgot you dont like when i said that...lolz but yea i think that our love for jesus and the gospel should outweight our thoughts and shame of the past...For example check out the woman at the well. she was the first lady to evangelize....nd she went back to her town or vilage nd was telling the people there "come see a man who knew everything about me..."nd most of the people in the town were men...whom she may or may not have had dealings with. So even though her shame was great....judgeing by her attitude when jesus asked her for a drink of water. She had shame by her past nd who she was....but the love she had for jesus and the gospel outwayed that shame.
****Those not familiar with the story of the woman at the well check out this hot spoken word poem. Its basically a girl acting like she is the woman at the well nd how she must have felt**** The link is: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q49BbfgJbto

@ Japlace i know exactly what your saying nd i am sorry for cursing u out...nd being rude...because you were only trying to help me...nd when you prayed for me on the other post i got angry because my pride began to boil up. So sorry! Nd thanks soo much....Honeslty you know how in a board game there is a start nd a finish...i feel like God is making me go back to sqaure one....making sure i let go of my past issues, problems, baggadge....nd all my preconcieved ideas of what God should and should not be doing in my life right now..at this moment God is teaching me to just be still so i can hear his voice again...nd i know he never stopped talking...

Japlace - 7/12/10 @ 1:09 PM

I forgive you Nazira.
That sounds like a good spot to be in. You HAVE to let God take control. I hope you are realizing that you CANNOT do this on your own. God is on your side! He wants you to love Him as He loves you.
We may not always be here to help you and encourage you when you are struggling. YOU have to make the decision to stop, and re-evaluate your moves.
God wants to help you, let Him! :)

And you are forgiven about the cursing, but please be understanding of what this site is, and who it is you are talking to! I can recover, but consider others, young or old who could read those words..

Stay strong, Nazira.
- Japlace.

Derrick - 7/12/10 @ 1:16 PM

yea i get what your saying
thanks
Slowly God is taking away those feelings...nd i am constantly on my guard...cuzz the enemy is still trying to swift me like wheat. Nd i NEED God without him i might as well be in hell... Because absent from the wellspring...the living water....spiritually i become a dry land....a dessert. So I am moving forward....because i made the desicion. Before i was way wardly...on the fence. But now I am back in the army of the living God..nd am ready for my disciple from my father in heaven... Ya digg!! LOLZ