So I recently wrote a blog post, which you can find here http://kelsea-livelovegive.blogspot.com/, about the journey of life. This seems to be a subject that keeps popping up regularly for me. I find myself restless, waiting for something, even though I don't know what. I think that God is slowly telling me to step out of that boat and into the waters of the unknown, but I can't seem to find an open door.
I graduated highschool 2 years ago, and after a discipleship training school later, I'm just waiting on God and seeing where He leads me. But I've started to feel the pressure of having to 'be' someone. To do something. I guess that's what the blog post was all about, I keep waiting for "life" to start. Because maybe when I get a degree, or a pay-raise, or a husband, or a house, and so on down the road, then life will start. I find myself getting caught up in this idea, even though I already know that Jesus came to give us a new life and that starts as soon as we start believing in Him.
So I guess I'm just seeing if any of you guys have ever felt this way? Any advice, thoughts? I haven't been on here for awhile, showing up here or there and I thought it would be nice to see what you guys thought about this subject.