I've been having a really hard week. I've had 3 anxiety attacks in the past 2 days. I feel like my heart is being pulled in so many different directions and it's just tearing me apart. I feel burnt out. Like everyone has these expectations for me that I can't meet anymore. I feel like I don't want to be on this earth anymore, and if I was not saved, I definitely would've been dead a long time ago. I was at a youth retreat on the weekend and I had my first counselling session yesterday, so I think satan's attacking hardcore. I'm not sure what to do at this point. Prayers would be very very appreciated, as well as advice.