ok....so this is awkward but i need help.
first thing first is i lost my virginity last year back when i wasnt living for God
now i regret it im not even with that guy any more (thank you Lord)
im now in a relationship with another guy he is awesome and wonderful and just great. we talked a few weeks ago about how i regret it and i feel sick every time i think about how i was so stupid to think i would be with the other guy forever and thats still not an excuse to have sex before marige.
anyway... i told my bf that i dont want to um... "mess around" >_< and he completly suports my decisions :) but my problem is is that we still have "messed around" since then and iv regreted it both times but.....grr...i don know what to do. help? advice? anyone?