I have struggled with a lot of doubt lately over whether I’m being authentic enough in my walk with Christ. This was the main reason I wandered away from the faith and recommitted in summer 2009. I fought tooth and nail to clear out distractions from my home and there’s a few left that are out of my control because I think they’re not mine to fix (i.e. my parents and their divorce which has been and will be left at the foot of the Cross at all costs). I struggle with anger problems and a couple other issues that make me wonder whether Christ wants to hear me or not. Its pulling me further away from fellowship with Christ and it scares me to think what could happen. And this is the only place I feel comfortable talking about it because I don’t know who else to go without it being spread to everywhere else like gossip. I’m resisting this doubt the best I can but what do I do?