Ok I am still being obiedient to God...To be honest I don't know why..because I've prayed EARNSTLY with tears until my eyes couldn't produce anymore and I still am praying and making steps to stop being gay...but I still have no attraction what so ever towards men....And my logic is this
1. Eithier God is o.k with homosexuality
or 2. God sends all these people to tell me the way im living my life is wrong and he divinly writes the bible where it says that homosexuality is wrong...yet even though i pray constantly and for many many hours crying my eyes out for God to change my heart...but All he does is give me fruit of the spirit but never has he changed my desires to be with a woman.
smh!!!! Is God some kind of dark twisted being that he has the "Power" to change me but choose not to even when i make myself willing and still says i will go to hell.....
Please someone!!! Anyone!! Make sence of the crazyness?!!!