alright. so it seems the Lord has changed direction in my life. and with that, i love because it is more for my passions than anything else He has ever set before me. He is leading me towards Christian psychologist/counselor. here's the thing.
i plan on getting a phd. 10 years of schooling if not 12. and im soo cool with that, however, there in lies my problem. my faith is wavering. everytime i learn something, everytime i talk to a psychologist, or a counselor, or a psychotherapist they make me question my beliefs. and while some doubting is good and eye opening, i feel this has gone far beyond good. i can see myself not believing in Him. i can see the secular side of the world, and i can see it being ok. i understand the secular side of the world. honestly, thats terrifying me. i am glad i can relate to many different people on many different levels, but that also means that i can see the other side and understand it.
do you guys know any good books like Case for Christ, or any other good informational books (other than the Bible) that i can read and build my faith up again?