Okay, I could go into detail, but I don't really know what to say, or how.
Basically, I am really struggling right now. I am dealing with a lot of pressure, insecurity, and temptation right now.
These past few days, I have been struggling with sort of half-lusting...and I really hate that. I have never had that problem before, and it is really driving me crazy.
I could go on, but I really don't know how to put it all into words.