Im trying to get my walk back on the right track, but Im scared. I feel so unworthy and disgusting. I know I need Him, I need Him more than anything. I feel so lost and lonely, I know God is with me but I have so much doubt. I hate it. I hate who Ive become, and what Ive done. My dad always tells me Im a burden and Im the scum of the earth...I try to tell myself it isnt true but everyday I find myself thinking it is. I feel like Im lost in the dark with no light and I keep stumbling over and over and over. I feel like Im wasting everyones time writing this, because I dont normally talk to anyone about how Im feeling...can someone pray for me please?