So Im moving about an hour away, im having to transfer jobs, go to another church and get used to having all morning people, including two kids. ITs already testing me as far as walking by Faith Goes. But I really need prayers to stay grounded in Christs roots he has for me. Im just trying to do whatever God needs me to do and ik this change is simply to cause a desperation within me to grow, to need him more and more, to be challenged in every single part of my life. $ wise I need to find a car fast..and its rather difficult saving for a car while having to pay for so much. Changing churchs is really hard for me esp since I am so involved in it. I need a 2nd job. And Im just praying protection over my friends since I am honestly not going to be able to see them. He said ask and you shall recieve so Im just covering all the bases. lol. "YOu have not because you ask not..." So im asking.
I NEED DIRECTION!!!! I have so many different avenues I could go down in my life. (All of them good) And its very difficult. But Gods been working in me soo much! <3 I have such a desire for people and I just want the Lord to show me what way I need to go down. Besides all that the enemy is really trying hard to lure me away, he knows im a weapon and hes so not liking my fight!
Well to be honest I need direction. I have a lot of options, I have listened to advice from my pastor, parents, siblings friends and now I am listening to what GOd wants. And it is extremly hard. I just want to be used by God and to walking in his will. And to not fall back or settle. Also I do not want to dwarf any of the dreams and visions God has placed within me. I have big vision for my life, and I am not planning on missing out.