Hey, my name is nicole but I go by nic, and my story began when I was saveed backstage a skillet concert a few years back. The concert was amazing but I think that feeling forgiven and His unconditional love is way more awesome! I''''m officially on the street team and I don''''t really know what a bio means so I hope I''''m doing this right. I love christian rock, or really any genre of music that lifts Jesus' name. I am called to become a youth minister when I get older. I am currently attedning ENMU and am minoring in music (guitar, and voice) and trying my best to spread the word. Send me a message if you want to talk or want to know more. Love, nic. (:
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Faith is being certain what we hope for and sure of what we do not see, Hebrews 11:1 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not harm you - jer. 29:11
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KingsKidHey Nic! How are you doing? Havent "seen" you in a while and its great to have you back. :)
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NicoleHey lady :)Thanks for the encouraging words!My school is suuuuper secular so it gets difficult somedays.What are you majoring in?
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Sarah32BEAUTIFUL picture, Nicole!! I can almost see a Light radiating from within, which just makes you all the more beautiful.:)
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KingsKidI love your hair! :) Things for me are not too bad. Except last night one of our dogs got ran over. :( He was only one year old. Im gonna miss him a lot. He was my dads dog, but everyone did stuff with him and he played with my dog all of the time.
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KingsKidYoure welcome! :) How are you doing? How have things been lately? Never forget, Jesus Christ is there for you.
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Gabriellaoh and i forgot one really needing point. if, if you think you are really depressed, dont hide it in yourself but go to a physical helper. i know they can help you good. i can say i hide my depression for 1,5 years and now im very bad. i go within 2 weeks into physical help, but i know it wouldnt be this hard if i had went earlier to that help. please do it when you think its needed. itll be good!
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Gabriellahi nicole! thanks for writing on my wall. i really appreciate it that youve thought on me when you feel like this. i understand you. when there are good times( like being with friends/family), you feel good too. when there are bad times (like being alone), you feel bad. i guess thats what you feel. well actually, i think theres one medicine: search the people where you love it to be with them. go to them as often as you can. laugh with them, love with them. i hope that will be good for you. other point: look for someone which you can trust PERFECTLY. someone to which you can say everything you want. where you know your talkings are safe. it feels so good when you can talk to someone which just listen to you. when you are happy and when you are bad. try to find someone. it really helps! well another advice from a friend of me: go singing songs, listen to music, play guitar and sing praises to God. if you really sing them with your heart, than i know youll feel better than. and than one last thing: you can always mail me at gabriella_dekker@kliksafe.nl and you can call me always, always, day and night, no matter what. 0031634406868 . if you need it, dont hestitate. ill be there for you my sister. im praying for you. Gabriella
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KingsKidHey, Nic! I found the C28 song on Youtube and it is great! You play guitar really well, too. I also listened to some of your other songs and God has really given you a talent for song-writing. Stick with it.
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SarahGirlyyy!!! =) Always remember that you are BEAUTIFUL!!!!Also, you may want to check out Jonny Diaz - More Beautiful You
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CraigSnedekerI still LOVE that first remix that guy made!!!!!!
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CraigSnedekerhey that guy who remixed the song did another one! :D
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Zombie PicklesI know, right? We noticed that they didnt really age Ginny and Hermonie but the guys had gray hair and everything! I still like how Harry named his kid Albus Severus. It makes me smile. :)
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Zombie PicklesYeah! I know it was disappointing. The book was so much better. You know the part when Mts. Weasly kills Belatrix? She had the best line and it was a line with a cuss word in it. Such a shame....... Wasnt the part with Volemorts sould at Kings cross after Harry "Dies" weird? I didnt like that part.
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Zombie PicklesYou are very pretty. I agree with what they said. :) I like Harry Potter too. The battle wasd dissapointing. I wish Voledemorts death was more dramatic..... My brother won tix to see it on Monday before it came out. It ws awesome! Anyway, Im glad that I am talking to someone who likes HArry Potter too. There arent many of those around here.
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Nicoleyeah for me, evil is real, Harry potter is just a story, and thank you soo much! lol thats awesome. Yeah have you read the books? Cuz it was supposed to be in the great hall with all these magical creatures fighting like crazy takin down the death eaters, and all these people dueling and they just stop and watch as a killing curse rebounds and hits voldemort. I was highly dissappointed lol. and then they all like start clapping and cheering lol, ugh holly wood haha.
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Sarah32I was just going to say something similar to what KingsKid said- I LOVE the new profile pic. You look beautiful and right in your element with the guitar in your arms. :)
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KingsKidI love your new picture! You are very pretty. :) You play guitar? So do I! Also, thank you so much for praying for my friend.
KingsKidWell, sometimes we are just too stubborn. So it takes time for us to realize that our way only gets us into problems. Then when we are broken we can see how much we need Him.
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KingsKidHe will never let you down, either, sis. :) You are His precious child.
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KingsKidOh, Im so happy that God spoke to you through that post! He never fails to amaze me with how He works through people. He is always there for you even when you dont feel Him. Keep close to Him cuz that is only when you will feel peace. I`m doing alright.
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KingsKidHey, Nic! You are precious to God and He loves you with an unfailing Love! How are you?
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NicoleKinsgid! you totally just made my day. You have no idea how much i needed to hear that. See things with me and God have been kind of on the rocks, I havent been making the best choices and Ill ask for forgiveness but I just feel alone. Like I cant feel His love anymore. And then I opened my page and this is the first thing I see! It just totally blew my mind lol. anyways, Im doing alright, how bout you? You, by the way, are loved unconditionally as well!! lol (:
Codyhey whats up? oh and bio is short for biography lol for some reason any time i get a wall comment i go to the other persons page and read their bio lol even though mine is getting out dated.
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ArielHey! No problem :) Youre meaning about the one forum post, right? If I remember correctly, I was telling you that you ARE beautiful!! And you are! :)Thanks! Im putting the book up on facebook once its done, and I just added you (I hope it was you anyways) so you can see the whole thing if you want :)How are you?
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NicoleIm doing pretty good. I have good days and bad days, but today is a good day thanks to your recent comment! lol you guys keep me so uplifted in spirit, like Im usually down on myself but finding this website was a blessing. I wont be on facebook for a while, in about 24 days I will be. when I am I will def check it out. thanks girl luv ya!
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ArielOh, I know what you mean with the good days and bad days. Bad days are not fun! So Im glad that your day is going good :)This site is a blessing! Awesome, cant wait to hear back from you! :) Love you too!
tylerhey. i liked what you said about my pig mask topic. thanks for not being all freaked out about it like some people are haha
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Nicoleyeah, sorry this took so long, I didnt even know I had comments lol. Anyways, I think if its for a purpose go for it! (:
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TJNicole, thank you so much for your prayers and support. I was told by my recruiter that I will more than likely be going to MEPS next week to enlist. Im still really hoping and praying that this works out, I really need something like this. Thank you again so much!!!
I know that Ive come to this forum before with this, but here goes, I developed an eating disorder a few years ago, and Ive been in on and off recovery ever since. Not a whole lot of people know (my 3 close friends do but not anyone else) And I dont know.. Lately I just have no desire to get better. I think I just completely gave in. I dont care anymore. I told my friend Jane the other day that I have a goal weight and what it was and she said, youre going to be dead before you reach that weight. Im not suicidal but if I died in the attempt to get to this, I dont think I would care too much. I quit counseling. I just wish I could be normal. I guess I need prayer for the desire to recover first, and then the strength. I need God so much right now. Thanks guys for your prayers.
Well, I know this is isnt a big deal compared with some of the other problems but my youth pastor always said, if its worth worrying over its worthing praying about. Im leaving home soon for my next year in college and Im moving out for the first time. Im nervous and also scared so if you could please pray for me, that I find a good church where Im going and make somegood christian friends and for my parents. My mom in particular is going to have a hard time with this. I really want to stay close to God through all of this. And also, I know this might seem really dumb but I really want a christian roommate!! I did the random selection and I dont want to have to deal with a partying roomate. Thanks guys!!
My best freinds dad has cancer. I feel like my world is just......crumbling......please pray for his health. also please pray that i could find the words that will comfort her
My best freind is leaving for college tomorrow, four hours away... Im going to miss her so much but i want her to be safe, please pray for her safety while she stays there and gets her degree, and strength in our freindship. Weve been best freinds scince sixth grade, I cant believe the leaving part is here ):
Original Prayer Request (posted 1 Year Ago): I know this isnt as a big a need as some of the others on here but someone kind of broke my heart tonight. Hes really sweet and I should have seen this coming but he views me like a sister. Im not the type of girl that guys go for. He did like me at one point but he wants to feel more for someone romantically wise and his love for me is sisterly. I am now left to start viewing him like a brother. I know Ill get over him because I have God and I know that God has someone amazing for me but this hurts a lot now. I just want some peace. Im pretty torn up, I found out at 10ish and its 4 in the morning. I cant sleep, and Im kind of surpirsed Im on here. I dont usually share my feelings on relationships. Its not what I wanted but its what I need I guess. I know God provides and that when its time Ill find the right guy but I cant help but think, but this one seemed so perfect. Sorry I wrote like, a novel lol.Me and him never dated but we liked each other and there was just this spark of possibility. Because he was my friend first I feel a kind of deeper connection. We actually still talk and its not awkward at all but I can tell Im going to have a hard time with this. Hes my best friend, and after all of this we somehow managed to stay best freinds. I need God now more than I ever have. Thanks for reading all of this lol and please just keep me in your prayers. lots of love, nic. PS - sorry in advance for any typos... its 4 in the morning after all.
Original Prayer Request (posted 2 Years Ago): Im going into surgery on Monday. Just for a quick recovery please (:
something happened with the system (: shes not being deployed, instead she got to enroll in college down the street to start her medical degree. (: so thankful!!
Original Prayer Request (posted 2 Years Ago): I just found out that my cousin is being deployed to Egypt (shes in the army). Im really scared that she wont come home ): shes like my sister and I cant bare to lose her. Please pray for her safety and peace of mind. I love her to much to deal with this right now.
Hey girls! I created this group on Facebook called redefining beauty that I would love for you guys to check out! (: it's all about realizing our beauty in Christ.
hey people, I need your advices!:) next year I'll move to a college campus and I need a quote to write on my wall to brighten up my room a little bit!
who knows a good quote? it may be christian, it also can be secular.:)
I have two examples already: enjoy the little things of life, one day you'll look back and realize they were the big things (secular example)
by counting our money we feel mostly poor, but when we count our blessings we feel mostly rich! (christian example)
Life's hard. God is good. Let's dance
"I asked Jesus how much He loves me and He stretched out His arms and said "this much" as they were nailed to the cross. "
Hey guys (: so I'm in a much better place than the last time I came here. I am officially in recovery from the eating disorder (praise God), and I've also been leading old youth group the past few times which is rewarding and challenging and a blast all at once. I just turned 18 and am super excited about my next semester in college. I'm majoring in youth ministry and I have 2 years left before I recieve my BA and head off to seminary. Btw, does anyone have any suggestions for a good school? Also, any ideas for fun activities to do with youth group would be greatly welcome because we are so severely limited in my small town and I'm out of ideas. (aside from the upcoming service projects). So I just wanted to share what God's doing in my life and get some ideas (: also, what is God doing in yall's life??! Sincerely - an (anxiously) waiting Nic. <3
Please don't judge from what I tell you. I didn't want to talk to anyone about this. I am starting to have feelings for an older guy I met at a beach. He is my leader's friend and he attends my youth group. I noticed he was so smart, mature and kind. He would help me in my homework and also gave me his number. We would text each other and he'd let me call him late at night. He was so charming and would give me compliments like telling me I'm a "smart girl" or that I looked great. Once we started talking about sex. He could really understand me when I told him I was having thoughts about having sex for the first time. He told me how he knows how it feels like to be curious to have a boy inside me. In our convo, he asked if there were any boys I was thinking of doing it with and said that there are movies that can help me learn. He said to me that these things we were talking about was just between me and him. He is also not a virgin and advised me to wait for my husband. I started to feel guilty that I talked to him about sex because he was a guy and maybe the female youth leaders would think its not okay. God has been speaking to me and shared about his justice and holiness. I'm struggling with thoughts of lust. I'm 16 and he's 8 years older than me.
No one here is going to judge you sweetie (: no. It wasn't ok to do that but he was out of line also. He should have directed you to a female youth leader when the convo started. Also, he probably shouldn't have given you his number and stuff because he's old enough to know better and know it might have sent the wrong impression. Coming clean sucks but you should probably talk to a youth leader (a female one) about this because they can help. Oh and pray. I'll be praying for you too. Love you!
Thanks kingskid! Today turned out to be a "screw you anorexia!" type of day lol. I didn't go crazy with eating. I just worked out like normal and I ate lunch and later I'm going to eat dinner. Today was pretty awesome... Because God is pretty awesome (:
Leviticus 12:2-5
2 “Speak to the children of Israel, saying: ‘If a woman has conceived, and borne a male child, then she shall be unclean seven days; as in the days of her customary impurity she shall be unclean. 3 And on the eighth day the flesh of his foreskin shall be circumcised. 4 She shall then continue in the blood of her purification thirty-three days. She shall not touch any hallowed thing, nor come into the sanctuary until the days of her purification are fulfilled.
5 ‘But if she bears a female child, then she shall be unclean two weeks, as in her customary impurity, and she shall continue in the blood of her purification sixty-six days.
A lot of the laws that God gave in the Old Testement weren't only to keep ourselves pure with sacrifice (because the ultimate one.. ie: Jesus, hadn't come yet) but a lot of the laws were to keep ourselves physically clean. So many people died from diseases and such and so to keep us safe God set some rules that may seem unconvential.
Okay. So how do you move on from something when part of you still wants to hold onto it? I know that God is moving in my heart, but something has me feeling stuck in the past. I don't know if it is emotional hurt, or just wanting something I cant have anymore (not even sure I still want it). How do you separate feeling hurt by something and trusting God at the same time? The hurt keeps my mind on it, even though I know that God is moving and in control and that this new situation is best.
Blah. I need some prayers and advice. :/
I recentlywent through this. God is pursuing you, you just have to give whatever you're holding onto to Him. check out Hosea 2:14-19. I'll be praying (:
Hey guys what's up?? I haven't been on here in forever! And I miss you guys. So much is going on in my life right now. I'm sitting on top bunk in my dorm room hangin out, and I was right. God blessed me with some awesome Christian friends in college (: I'm soo lovin it here. An you'll be happy to know that I completely broke off things with jake considering I was focusing more on him than God. Some days are worse than others and I'm still getting over it but I'm committed to not dating until I'm at least 19. I turn 18 in two months (: and I'm serious this time, more so than Ive ever been. Like I even told my parents and my friends here which will help me stay accountable. My mom and dad are doing really well. They even go to church together sometimes and they arent arguing anymore as much. There's lots of things that aren't perfect or anywhere near it in my life, for instance im still battling self image issues and such but I'm finding my joy and identity in Christ. But that's enough about me (I just spilled my guts on here again haha) what about y'all??? What's goin on??
Gabriella - totally missed u! Sorry about the leg you will be in my prayers.
Kingskid- I missed you too! And thanks, but I'm going to be transparent and tell you today was a struggle. But Im reminded of how much I need God. It was a good/bad day... So much went on! But yes, God is answering prayers!
Ok, I read a verse in Peter chapter 3 that said something along the lines of "husbands, be good to your wives because they are weaker than you." This is something I really stuggle with. I fully believe in all of God's word so it bothers me when I find something that I have trouble understanding. I know that wives are supposed to be submissive to their husbands, I'm not saying that they are supposed to just do everything their husbands tell them to but rather let the man be the leader in the household. I've come to terms with that but I hate the thought of being weaker than someone. It really bugs me, and maybe it's just my pride getting in the way. Either way, does anyone have some advise or insight in this area??
I am in college (: I know firsthand how hard it can be to resist those parties, and the guys lol but just pray about it. I know CRU is a huge ministry on most campuses but my university has BSU. It's baptist student union and it's awesome. Check out your campus ministry, I bet it's great (:
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