Ok..ths is crazy but becuz of my ignorance and selfishness I am requestin prayer. Theres no need for me to ask when my husband and I both have jobs and got a roof over our heads. But becuz of ME..I hav put my family in a financial disarray. Dont get me wrong I dont gamble or go out to to have fun. Ive jus been mishandling our money that now we are behind in bills. Its crazy becuz its never got this bad and I am sooo afraid to tell my husband. He kindv has a clue like when he goes to buy things..I have to discourage him from buying because we dont have the money in the bank. I just need the prayer to back me up to make things right. At times I feel like I dont deserve to even be around my family anymore because Im lieing and keeping them from enjoying themselves. I know thats when I feel the urge to end my life, never to see my husbands face when he finds out or see my kids w/o things they deserve. So..the prayer is for me..to help me get my family out of this financial fiasco Iv created. I know Gods there and its my fault I doubt Him. But I just need the strength to continue. I know theres always going to be bills but not like what Ive created. Thank you.
Original Prayer Request (posted 3 Years Ago): I am requesting a prayer need for my brother. Hes an alcoholic and has been since high school. Hes lost his jobs, not with his family and his life is literally hanging by a shoestring, with that reason hes been in the ER 5xs for alcohol poisoning and alcohol withdrawal. Doctors have warned him the next time he may not come out it. Hearing that scares us as his family and we feel we have nothing more to talk to him about or no way of helping him. As if our hands are tied back and now just watch him loose his life to this alcohol. Weve sent him to rehab 3xs already and hell do good for a month or so and hell start again. So, please I come to this website for help through prayer. I, we believe he can get help, not from man but from God before he looses his life to absolutley nothing. Thank you to everyone who will help us with praying for our little brother.