I need prayers for myself and my fiance. For myself alone, I need help with fully accepting God, and not only wanting him when I need him. I have been praying alot, not only for myself but for alot of things and people. And trying to be the best christian girl I possibly can. But I feel as if I am in a constant competition with my mind. I am always trying to be prettier, and better, and smarted even when it downs others. Or, I get angry when others out do me, or I dont feel good enough. I feel like it is going to ruin my relationship with Justin if I continue to compare myself to others, and the it ruins my whole day when I constantly am feeling totally jealous and down on myself. I really want to stop. I hate it about myself. I just wish that I could be different, and self confident and be happy that I am with such an amazing man who is so deep in his faith and so good to be. I know he wouldnt leave me or cheat, but I constantly worry about it. Please. I need prayers and Gods help.
I need prayer for my relationship. i have been in a relationship for over a year, and everything is pretty much great. but i cant seem to get over my insecurites, and stop worring about being good enough, or him leaving me. plus, i really want to be abstitent and i just cant seem to stop wanting him to want me, i feel gross when we try to be pure. but i want to save my self for marriage. please pray!