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Ingrid Paolayoure welcomed sister. I came a cross this website like about a month ago..I felt like i was running from God and couldnt find a way t ohide anymore. Ive known about the Lord since i was litte but didnt have an actual relationship with him, until my dad left us. It was very hard. I held onto a lot of resentment because deepdown i wanted the world to know I WAS STRONG..N THAT I WOULDNT LE TWHAT HAPPEN TO MY MOM HAPPEN TO ME. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT.. IT WAS WRONG...I HELD ALL THAT NAGER IN..N TOOK IT OUT ON THE ONE PERSON WHO LOVED ME THE MOST..YOU KNOW HOW THAT HURTS? IT HURTS SO BADLY..TO BE SO MEAN TO THE ONE PERSON WHO TOOK U IN AS U WERE..WHO STOOD BY U FOR SO A LONG TIME....DEALING WITH ALL UR EMOTIONS AND ATTITUDE PROBLEMS...LORD KNEW I NEEDED A CHANGE..AND AFTER SO LONG.. HE FINALLY SAID "ENOUGH INGRID, I GAVE U THREE CHANCES TO MAKE THE CHANGE ON UR OWN, N U DIDNT DO IT" HE MADE MY BF HEART HARDENED SO MUCH THAT ITKILLED ME. N THAT HOW I ENDED UP HERE ON THIS SITE..I WAS DEVASTATED...I DIDNT WANT TO ACCEPT THE REALITY OF MY SITUATION..THE REALITY THAT I HAD A PROBLEM I DIDNT WANT TO ACCCEPT. BUT AS SOON AS I STARTED SEEKING GOD.HE JUST STARTED REVEALING THE THINGS THAT I SHOULD DO IN ORDER TO CHANGE..HE SAID U HAVE ALL SORTS OF ATTITUDE N CHARACTER FLAWS THAT U NEED TO REMOVE FROM UR LIFE...N THATS EXACTLY WHAT IM DOING RIGHT NOW..THIS WEBSITE HAS BEEN SUCH A BLESSING... ITS BEEN LIKE A REHAB PLACE TO ME.. ITS JUST AWESOME HOW OUR LORD WORKS...
Please pray to help not to get anxious and to fully put my trust in the Lord especially during these financial troubles me and family are having, I am supposed to pay off my car in 3 weeks and not sure how that is going to happen and well I depend on that for my kids as well. Please pray that he eases our stresses. I need to feel like its going to be ok, I know that he by me my biggest weakness is anxiety and that scares me since I get panic attacks! thanks you guys God bless!