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Hello everyone,As you all know I sent i a prayer request a little while ago maybe over a month ago for my boyfried Jonathon who has cancer.. He is undergoing is last and final surgery next month which there is a 60 chance he may not come off the table and they told him he will not be able to ever have children even though he already has a child of his own.. but me i have none.. Unfortnately 3 nights ago we split up... and this may be a silly thing to even have you pray for.. he feels that he couldnt be 100 commited to a realtionship right now and he has been working alot of hours and will be down out with this surgery for sometime.. he feels that he wouldnt be able to give to me the time a realtionship needs and he doesnt want to waste my time.. plus the fact he said that he doesnt know what kind of person he will be after cancer and if that is someone i can accept.. ( i told him those are all choices i can make for myself since i am a grown woman) but its apparent he has his mind made up for whatever reasons.. wether it be to protect me, bc he doesnt care anymore or he is flat scared or combo of all the above.. he said he geninuely still cares for me and would like to still see me/talk/hang out and even possibly date.. so not only is my heart hurting for him bc of all what has happened to him with the cancer but bc us not being together..First and foremost i pray each and every single day and night that he gets better and beats this once and for all... and 2nd for him to find in his heart to come back to me so i can show him the love he rightfully deserves... i know that may sound selfish but its truly not... my heart aches and every day is struggle to get out of bed to face knowning he is gone.. and nighttime is the worse when i just want to call him and i cant.. please pray for him for speedy recovery and to come into his heart to remind him of the love i brought into his life and help realize that there is good out there and leading him back to me.. thank you all for listening..

posted 3 Years Ago |

pray for my prayer request

Hello everyone.. please pray for my boyfriend Jon who has been battling cancer now for several months.. He is starting yet another round of chemo tomorrow.. please help pray that he not only beats the cancer but contuines to be strong, have faith and perserve during these dark days.. it hurts my heart so much there is nothing else i can do.. so i give it to God bc i know He will help us..

posted 3 Years Ago |

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