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Location: , CO C28 Supporter since: 4/3/2010

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not to sound dramatic, but i am crying as i write this. i just stumbled on this site and figured it might be easier to talk on here than with my crew. i was christian raised as a kid and slowly started to get out of the whole thing sense i have gotten older. i am an alcoholic, ex-drug user, pretty much living everyday on the street getting in fights, getting drunk, and partying...it has been weighing heavy on my heart that i need to change...but i am scared to...i have become comfortable with this life of intoxication and "good times"...i dont know if i could live without it...as much as i want to...i know what God wants me to do...but i dont know if i can...i rely too much on this life...and the change i know would cause my friends and crew to turn their backs on my choice and me...im twisted in a huge conflict with everything in my life...i just want to find my path...in my life, in the music i write, in everything i do...im tiered of rapping about poppin sluggs, drinkin, fighting and slingin...and im worn down from doing all of that...im just rambling...just confused right now...this is all i have known and im scared to lose it...i dont really know what im asking prayer for...i guess to just be stong enough to follow my heart no matter what those i hold close think of it...i dont know

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