Oops, this person hasn't entered their favorite scripture!
WRITE ON THIS PERSON'S WALL
HI just wanted you to know that I have prayed for and am thinking of you. I cant imagine the range of emotions you have, are, and will feel. Im sorry you have to experience any of the negative ones though. I am here in any way possible to you.
Please pray for me, I am suffering the death of a man I was dating. His name is Jim Granger. One morning he had a sudden heart attack. He was 52. I had awakened that morning at 6 and got up and went to him were he was sleeping on the couch and he was fine, he told me that if I was still tired to go back to bed and he would come wake me up in an hour. We both worked together and had to work this day, so I agreed I needed another hour of sleep and went to bed. At 8 am I awakened and realized he hadnt come to wake me up and that we didnt have much time to get ready for work, I assumed he had over slept. When I went to awaken him, he was no longer on the couch so I started calling for him and looking throughout the house when finally through the kitchen in the sitting room I saw him on the floor, I ran to him to find him dead. This happened January 29th and I am still suffering greatly. I knew this man for quit some time and actually loved him before dating him. He was a unique and good man, he loved to spread the word of God (which was not very accepted by some non christians at work) but he was not load and only spoke to those who were interested in listening. He had studied alot of the the bible and would get so excited when we would talk of the scriptures. I miss him so much and am trying to continue with my life, I know Ill never get over his loss nor do I want to, I just want to be able to accept what has happened. This has caused great depression and severe loneliness and I cry every day. I do have friends to talk to aboat this, I just find that I dont want to talk aboat it, I dont know why, they are awesome and understanding I have just internalized it I guess.so when I had the opportunity to request prayer via internet and was able to type my request I accepted that opportunity. Thank you. Working at the same place together with Jim has made me really disliking going to work every day. However, I am a part time student and plan to go full time in the fall and I will cut back my work days to two instead of five, so maybe that will help. Which brings another prayer request I am scared to death of going to school full time my fear is managing and balancing my time and school work I am 48 years old so school has not been so easy for me, Ive been in school for 21/2 years now part time but determined to get my degree. So Please Pray For Me. Vicki Benites