my brother, Richard has been away from the church for 8 yrs now. and he keeps growing further and further away from God. he is now an athiest and believes that God has made a mistake and created him wrong. in the sense that he believes he should be a girl and has worn girls clothing and has admitted to going into the girls bathroom at school. it is really hard on me just seeing him and knowing what he thinks. while i know God doesnt make any mistakes. i am at the point where idk what to say when i see him. we dont even talk even though he is in the room next to me. he is 19 almost 20 and i am upset by his actions but still love him. pray for my relationship with him cause i am one of the few christians in his life and pray that he will have his heart and eyes opened. to see his thoughts are wrong and come to know and love God.