Jacob's Profile
Location: Unknown C28 Supporter since: 10/2/2009

Well... I love music and being with friends... I go to The Door Christian Fellowship and have been for about 11, 12 years... I can''''t say that I have been saved for all those years but god has been working in my life and he still is... So I basicly grew up in church and as a kid at 4 years old I came to a point in my life that I would grow up as a Christian or a pot head... I was givin the choices to go with my mom to church for the first time... Or I could stay with my dad and have my first cigarette... My dad way a hard core smoker... Early in the morning he would smoke a blunt... On his way to work he''''d have another... At work he would have accouple wile he was working... And when he got home him and my mom would shair awwww... This was there life and it was going to be mine when I got older... So finaly the day came when I had to make a choice... Ha it was a obvious one though... Even as a kid I knew that I had a brocken family... The thing is that even as a kid I wanted my own family... I saw how Brocken this one was and I didn''''t want to be like them... So we went to church for the first time and me and my mom got saved... haha... One day during a Christmas play I was asked to give a testimony... I told everyone what god saved me from... My mom didn''''t like that so we stopped going to church for awile... But we couldn''''t stay away from god that long and all the people in the church told us to come back... so... As I grew up in church I started to ask the questions... what''''s the point in life... those types of questions and I started looking for answer in the world... I never got in to much trouble with things like the Internet but I have had a peak at some pages and there was no answers there... So that isn''''t realy a strugle for me I wasn''''t one that got in trouble with the Internet.... But I did want to start my own family way to soon... I wanted just to find the one I love and run away with her... Get away from everyone else and start a life with her... I think I watched to much movies... Probley The Titanic " Jack!!! Rose!!!, great movie btw but that was my mind set... So, I found the one whom I would carie out my mastor plan with... But I made several mistake... First... of all I was to young and still am... Second... I trusted her more than I trusted god... She was my god... She was everything and a half to me... I would have given my life for her still would and that''''s the problem... I''''m tooooo young... Not to young to know what love is... I know what true love is... Is not feelings... Not to say there are no feelings, but that not what you base love off of... The point is that if I real do love her than I will let her serve god first and if she is what god has for me than she will be mine one day... But till then, just let her serve god and I need to serve god myself... It hard to alway view things that way because of my third fault... I created a soul tie... It is probly one of the hardest things to break because I simple don''''t want to break it... Thanks to the flesh I have to constantly work on cutting this tie... Cutting it is like cutting your heart and extracting what shouldn''''t be there... So that''''s were I am in life and it''''s a constant strugle but I sever a big god that does big things... My simple strugle are nothing compaired to what he has in store for me... One last thing... As you can see I''''m not the best speller so I will work on that...

Psalm 27:1 The lored is my light and my salvation whom shall I fear?

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