I thank you all I really do need and appreciate it for I know God will not only answer but make a way and make things better! My prayer is to be humble and let GODs plan and purpose for me and my friend Dee Dee happen his way his time and our friendship will certainly show and grow and become strong one day soon one way or another and I guess to give me and even her confidence in our friendship to want to really be closer maybe even best friends but If God intention and will is not that I hope I can find out once and for all and completely so I wont worry and try to be friends like that with someone I cant I mean I do really desire and give her friendship love and be good to her but I need her to let me and for her to do the same I dont know if its something like trust issues or if she really dont want to be or care about being friends or something else but I need to know and hope God will reveal to me someway soon and I promise she is not a bad influence or anything d she is good to me its just I want to really have a closer friendship like to hang out and talk more and everything but I guess the time and season is not now and I must show patience and submit and be humble about it nd do it the right way and trust and put God first with it thank you all for your prayers and kindness
please pray this is a request for me personally but also for the men,current husbands and future husbands like me to understanding Gods plan for them in the sexual relationship in marriage and that we all stay faithful and pure in every way espically to not get involved stay away from not do at all and even be free from the lust and impure ways and deception of the enemy with porn adultery selfishness pride unfaithfulness lust and impure desire please take serious as it only gets worse these days but I like many others I feel DO NOT want to be or stay in bondage enslaved trapped or even desire for those wrong unloving and selfish ways and acts I say personally I am tired and want to be completely done with wanting something I cant and should not have and have peace and freedom and grace to finally not be like I was trying to always want and have a girlfiend or hooking up espically because of lust and impure thoughts and acts and anything of the like that can not only hurt or hinder my future relationship with my future wife and kids and myself but also with me and God and my connection and closeness and desire for him God did not create women to be objects for our pleasure. He created them as a partner so man would not be lonley and porn lust and all the like has left me lonely and worse and I dont want it that way no more I dont wont porn or lust or impurity in me and my life at all no more....I am so serious and honest as I have gone on more than long enough the way I been and miss and need to do better than when I was not like that before and had no desire in all that I also need and want to hate those things as God does and to be against it all espically in my life I believe if I was before not interested or desired to do all that before I can again and more and better it is so crucial and I need it and yes want it I am tired of having and ever having and doing what I did but I need to change and be delivered and do right from now on I want to only have eyes feelings desire and pursue my future wife even if I have met her or not but still so I can walk in true and wise purity everyday always even when I do get married and most of all because my relationship with God and have his love and grace and power and peace in this and well all my life and want to please him and not live in or for myself and his touch and spirit fill me and able me to live the fact that everything is permissible but not beneficial or right for me and ultimately live in God and to truly fully be satisfy and fulfilled and only want God and his love and closeness God is greater than it all and I want to live that way always also be truly satisfied and desire him alone in everything and my future wife intimacy love oneness and desire only her not any other women no matter what to be honor to her and show true and godly love and intimacy to her in everyway and most of all bring Glory honor and pleas God with her and it I want only my future wife even now from this moment on.....please be praying for this in Jesus name amen
OH Yes im sorry I didnt let you all know and yes He has of course!! She had received the gifts and all is fine just I find out she is not graduating this year because she was but she has to get accepted in 2 last classes to do first so she wont graduate till next year but she still was grateful for it she wanted to send them back but I wanted her to keep and use it anyway because eventually I was gonna give her the gifts anyway but I just hope and pray that it made a difference and will help our friendship grow but I thank God and give him all glory and praise he is always good!!!
Original Prayer Request (posted 11 Months Ago): And Also that the package with graduation gifts for my friend Dee Dee will make it to here well and ok and arrive soon that God will bless and protect it to get to her and she will be glad and happy and all of it will be a benefit to and for her and she will let me know she receive it when she get it so I wont worry if she got it THANKS
I believe it has or will at least for most my prayer I am starting to see and want to not focus or obsess over anyone and anything anymore! As for as Dee Dee I guess its being worked on!!
Original Prayer Request (posted 11 Months Ago): pray for me as I finally have realize accepted and want to let go of the desire reliance even obsession to have people in my life to love be there and give me time but to now give all my heart and soul and time and energy back to the Lord Jesus Christ and give him that love and time I need and trust him to bring the right people and opportunity to to be in their life and love them but not more the Jesus and to mainly trust that he will give me a wife and that I hope that is Dee Dee(the lady I been friends with for 5 years) to take up those roles of having someone to share love and care and time and affection the rest my life and not be lonely no more if he will but even if i dont get married to her or anyone which I really do but if I dont that not only will I still trust and love him but be even more desperate for HIM and that I do that even now, And to become the mature strong man of God Im suppose to be and to take on and do well with the responsibilities in my life and future epically with the Lords work and I will FINALLY learn and start living by putting God 1st and delighting myself in him and worship him with all my heart soul mind and strength and give him all my heart and life truly in everyway and area! Thank You