"Remember that I have commanded you to be determined and confident! Do not be afraid or discouraged, for I, the Lord your God, am with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9 "I have the strength to face all conditions by the power that Christ gives me." Philippians 4:13 "8The Lord says You Israel are my servant. Jacob, I chose you. You are from the family of my friend Abraham. 9You were in a faraway country,but I reached out to you. I called you from that faraway place. I said You are my servant.I chose you and I have not rejected you. 10Dont worry I am with you. Dont be afraid I am your God. I will make you strong and help you. I will support you with my right hand that brings victory." Isaiah 41:8-10
As a little girl i was raise by one of aunts. Throughout the whole time was living there life was hard. We always argued and fought. I jwas kicked out at the age of 18 with just the clothes i had on. It was a hard time for me. See we went to church every sunday every wednesday and for me every friday for youth services i was saved at the age of 13. But we always just bumped heads. I felt so much rejection that i just couldnt handle it anymore so i rebeled against her alot. When i got kicked out it was hard but at the same time was happy. No more fights. But as i got older i forgave her and was able to have a relationship with her. But just a few months ago we had a fall out again. It hurts now because i want to have a relationship and just move on. She is no longer serving God the way she should be and has such a heart of stone that she is constantly hating me and talking so much about me to others that its hurting me. I try not to let it get to me but she was the one who raised me and use to call me her own daughter and now she disowns me. She doesnt see the change of heart in me. She is blinded by the enemy. She sees the person who i use to be and i am no longer that person. I am a new creation n Christ Jesus!! I just ask that you would please keep us in prayer that God will restore us and heal our relationship in Jesus Name!!