my husband has hep c, cancer and cirrhosis of the liver. He is going through a dementia-like time where the brain does not get enough oxygen and non-toxic nutrition. He is angry and resentful. We are Christians but his behavior is very un-Christianlike. He is pushing me away I think because he cannot take the stress of life or life on lifes terms as AA puts it. He has been sober for 2 years. I feel like he needs to be cared for by someone who isnt emotionally involved because he just doesnt care and he resents me trying to help him with his health, or anything. I am so confused. I quit going to Al-anon because everyone (in private) would ask me why am I still with him. I love him more each day...its hard to pray for someone 24/7 and not love them! He needs me but not my reactions to his downright meanness. I do not need to be abused emotionally or mentally. He has sought counsel, we have been in marriage classes, we attend church but are not serving really. I want to serve the Lord....does He want me to allow my husband to tear me down? (he has hit me before and he went to jail, we had a restraining order and we re-united after 6 months of classes and his rehab. I think I amy be hurting him by allowing him to disrespect me. I always thought God would want me to take care of him .