marriage , health, family, finances.I am disabled a mother of two grown children . One is in PA in college and the other lives here at home works and goes to college. The other one works on campus .I pick her up tomorrow at the train station for winter break. Then she will be going to Ecuador with the school when she gets backs on the 8th they leave on the 9th. I have had 5 back surgerys. Right now I am seeing a pulmonary doctor for a cold I cant seem to kick. I see a ENT Specialist in January to see if that is causing some of the problems. Im teaching my oldest to drive.She actually is doing good. Family we could do a lot of more bonding. and getting along. Spouse and I could get along a lot better if we would communicate more.I want to go back to school even on line but money is the problem since we are paying for my youngest school room /board and meals she got a full scholarship for years. I want to be a Pro-filer/ and study Criminology. I want so much Im writing about my rebellious years and scriptures to go with it so I dont know who I am suppose to show it to or preach it to maybe. I have done a lot of soul searching and praying their are a lot of sick people and I have a lot of sick friends some are dying . I pray for a lot of things I want to be a better person. and with Gods help I can be.