I literally do not see a point to life anymore. This is a very scary time for me. I have prayed and prayed for the past few months for God to reveal to me my purpose for being alive but I just have not seen it. I dont like these thoughts Im having and I feel alone and scared. I never thought in my lifetime that I would get to this point. I dont know if it has anything to do with lack of sleep or if God is working up to something but I cant take much more of this. I used to abound in joy and have a positive outlook on my life but I feel nothing but despair. I am absolutely terrified for where this could go.