Darcy's Profile Location: Hadley, New YorkC28 Supporter since: 6/21/2009
My name is Darcy Lynn Allen. I am 17 years old. I go to Hadley luzerne central School. I am a Christian, and Jesus is very important in my life. I have a huge passion to serve him with all my heart. I want my life to give him glory and make him smile. I tell u to be yourself, be all u can be, believe u can achieve anything great or small, and never give up. "You can do all things through Christ who give you strength".Phillippians 4:13. Life is only what u make it. And even if you mess up and feel like you keep failing, Romans 8:28 reads " God works for the good of those who love him". Gods love is bigger than our Mistakes. Have big goals, and work toward making them possible. But remember its Gods plan not yours. For I know the plans I have for you," s the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.Jeremiah 29:11 We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it.Proverbs 16:9 We have Troubled times and imperfections because if we didnt we wouldnt need God. Jesus wont hate you because your bad, or have problems. He has promised to Love us, and forgive us no matter what we do- Your Forgiven! He also promises, If you just accept him and confess with your heart and mouth that you are a sinnerSomeone who cant be perfect at obeying Gods commands, a person who makes mistakes and learns from them, any human being who is a Child of God, Who was created by him-"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.John 3:16 and are in desperate need for a savior- He promises Eternal Life, Living with Jesus forever in your afterlife. 1 John 1:9 says But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all wickedness. If you ask him for help he will Help, Just ask. That is what faith is all about, it is about being commited to God and to seeking the full truth and Knowledge of God. Draw close to God, and God will draw close to you.James 4:8 Nobody will ever have all the answers, but that only reminds us of the power and Mightyness of God. U become stronger, and learn from these hard things in life. At that time in your life, that is when God is getting you through and doing a work in you, making you his ultimate masterpiece. But he will never be done with that masterpiece until we see him face to face... We are always learning and growing in him. Life is but a learning and growing process. Im random. I look to My sweet Jesus in times of trouble, and believe anything is possible."For with God nothing shall be impossible". Luke 1:37 I love the many blessings God gives. I Love the rain. I like to hear a creek flow and birds sing. Waterfalls fascinate me. I also love the stars, and the sunsets and sunrises. I love going barefoot,and jumping on my trampoline with my iPod full of Worship, Christian and Gospel, and praise Music plugged in my ears. I love to Swing, and I really like polka dots. I love My Bible, its my guide to life, my answer book, a letter from God, and is my security. I am a Child of God and he has died in my place and has become my Hero. I couldnt imagine life without him now. If You want to talk about God or have any questions, Im would love to and am here to listen and answer those questions! Feel free to ask me any question about Christianity, faith, the Bible,Jesus, etc...If I dont know then I will certianly find the answer for you. Also I would Love to Pray for You. If I can help you in anyway just let me know. In conclusion, I love Jesus! Im his, and i am all about him.
Brianadarcy my email is firstname.lastname@example.org feel free to email me ANYTIME!!!! may god truly bless your day!!!!
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Nira :)Hi Darcy, Did you get the comment i wrote on your wall?? because it doesnt seem to go through for me just write me back on my wall. Janira
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Nira :)Sorry about the spelling didnt read over before i sent it lol :(
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Nira :)Hi Darcy, I hae read your pray and it has stuck with me and know that i am praying that God will Bless you with all your struggles. I want you to go out and buy this book its called, Every Young Womans Battle, By Stephen Arterburn, Shannon Ethridge. This book has truley Blessed me and saved me from making some bad choices in my life sexualy. when i talk about this book i sometimes want to cry because i know it was nothing but the Holy Spirit that lead me to pick this book up, i dont even read books or go in book stores but ever sice that day that was the first book i finished in a matter of weeks, once you pick it up at start reading you dont want to put it down. im telling you you will be glad that you picked it up :) I pray that it will be a blessing in your life. If you want to keep in touch or have any questions i will be glad to do so here is my email email@example.com.
AdamHello Darcy! May God bless your week, hopefully you would like to email or contact me to converse about your prayer request! GOD BLESS!!Adam Thompson, 17
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AggieHello Darcy, am Aggie 21, and its nice to hear you love Christ; am sorry about how you feel about your pledge...Take heart my dear and remember that healing takes time, i was there too and i still feel guilty sometimes about my actions...Have this at heart, "You can do all through Christ who strengthens you" and try and avoid situations and places that lead you into sin...if i can have you email, may be i can send you some hints i always use...Christ loves you no matter what you did, the good thing is you keep trying so dont give up...am proud of you...dont let go...
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Derrickhiii my name is Nazira I LOVE UR BIO...lol im random too nd love jesus. I think it is awesome that you love nature. I think nature keeps u in touch with God on some levels. Because wen we are busy we dont take time to smell the flowers or ponder on the awesome beauty God has blessed us with. So kool. Welcome. Nd enjoy the forums =))
I am going to the Word of Life Bible Institute in the fall!!!! I have been accepted the Nyack college and The Word of Life Bible Institute and just got two scholorships of 1,000.00 each and a Pell Grant of $5,550 dollars!!! I am so excited and ready to serve God and grow in the Lord during my time at College! Thank you all for praying and the advice!
Original Prayer Request (posted 2 Years Ago): I have filled out all the applications for Colleges I want to attend. Like Nyack NY where I really, really want to go to, and Houghton NY, Gordon MA, Roberts Wesleyan NY, and Elizabethtown PA. I finally have gotten the papers and everything to where they need to go and be, but I checked online on different websites and to all of the colleges that I applied to... It says I have like only a 30 chance of getting into any of them. :( I am trying to trust God and his plan for my life... Its really hard right now to do that because I want to go to College and be somebody, but I just keep feeling like a failure, like I havent done good enough. I am just so stressed with College stuff and I just cry over it all the time.
I have been accepted to Nyack College and the Word of Life Bible Institute!!!! I am so excited and the stress it gone! Thanks so much!
Original Prayer Request (posted 3 Years Ago): I have just been so busy with filling out applications for Colleges and have been so stressed! I want to get accepted to Nyack College so bad! I have filled out applications to four colleges and to just get accepted to two of them or three would be wonderful! Please pray that I can have all the applications and papers that needed to be in at the right times, that the stress would go away and that I can just trust Jesus in this time, and to get accepted by at least two of the Colleges or more! I am really excited for College but I am worried that I wont get accepted. :(
God has listened to your prayers and I am Free! I feel a lot better now about my faith and what I believe and closer to my Lord and Savior. I learned that it isnt wrong to doubt sometimes, that we all have doubts... Thank you so much for the prayers and advice!
Original Prayer Request (posted 3 Years Ago): I have been struggling a lot with sexual sin. The guy that I like is agnostic and I feel like I have fallen a whole lot away from God. Satan is filling me with his lies and I feel like I have been letting him win, and sometimes have been believing his lies. It has gotten so bad that I have even doubted that he was there anymore and it made me really worried and scared. I dont want to go away from God and live for myself and Satan again. I wouldnt know what to do without Jesus. He has brung me so far and no I am getting attacked really bad by Satan, it hurts, and it scares me a lot. If it were not for Jesus right now I probably would have suceeded at committed suicide from all the attempts I have been through. Please I need prayer really bad, and help. I am scared. :(
Thanks a heap for your prayers! I finally feel close to God all day long most days. No matter what I do I have learned to include God in it somehow. This makes me feel closer to Jesus and I love that feeling!
Original Prayer Request (posted 3 Years Ago): I feel like I Have just been ignoring God all day and then I read my Bible and pray at night. I do try to do what is right for God... But I have just been filling my day with not exactly things that dishonor God but things that make me so busy I dont take time to realize he is there and I want to be able to spend time with him all day and be close to him all day. So however you feel you should pray for my situation, please do. Thank You!
Well all of you who prayed for me... Thank you! I havent had cyber sex with the new guy in like a month and a half. I am starting to feel something again. I have learned that my Body and who I am are precious and that I dont have to feel like I have to give it to guys over the internet anymore. I am still learning to say no though. If you could please pray about that too, that would be fantastic! And so yea the guy I was having cyber sex with just asked me to stop and I was glad he did, cause I felt controlled and sometimes like I had to.
Original Prayer Request (posted 3 Years Ago): I have been having cyber sex with this new guy at my school and for some reason afterwards I dont feel wrong for doing it or feel guilty... Arent I suppose to? I know its wrong and I dont want to keep doing it.... I love Jesus and I am really struggling with this in my life right now. I feel numb, and I want to be able to give my body to God for his purposes and not to random guys on the internet. Please pray for me.... :(
Thank you for all your prayers guys! It really helped! I dont have the urge to masturbate anymore. I have finally accepted Jesus forgiveness for what I have done which then helped me to forgive myself. I broke up with the guy I was dating (who took my virginity) because I had said to him "Well if you really cared about me and loved Jesus, then you wouldnt care if we had sex or not". And so he told me "you are wrong i have brought this up before if i am getting "it" from you i will be even more tightly pulled in and less willing to leave you". I couldnt do it. He said he was going back to being agnostic and that being a Christian for a couple of months meant nothing to him. And of course then I was choosing between him and Jesus because Jesus doesnt want me having pre-marital sex and dating a non-christian. So I picked Jesus over Ricky and did the right thing for God. My Youth Pastor said that "I absolutely did the right thing. By that last line in your aim conversation, it def sounded like he has some things twisted up. Sex doesnt make you more committed - it is something that you do because you are already committed. I really think that you should take some time off of dating anyone so that you can focus on your relationship with Christ." So now I am free from the temptations and am sexually pure for now! I am so glad I made the right choice, and I think I will take my youth pastors advice and stay single for a while and focus more on my relationship with Christ than anything else. Living for Jesus can be really hard at times... but once you accomplish what God finally wants you to do... Then it seems easy, until the next trial and lesson. The repentant prostitute is purer than the lustful virgin-Anonymous. I know that God cares more about my purity than my virginity. So now it is time to focus more on Jesus and doing what is right for him.
<3 Darcy Lynn
Original Prayer Request (posted 3 Years Ago): I remember that day I had made a pledge/promise to stay sexually pure untilI got married. It was during that purity weekend that I also accepted Jesus asmy savior and gave my life to him and started to live for him. I think it wasthe day right after I said that prayer and talked to God and asked him toforgive me in that little room... and on that day I walked up to the front ofthe church and took the purity paper and ring and took what I was about to doseriouslly. I remember running to my cousin and crying. After that day I startedto read purity books and make sure I was keeping the promise I made to God. Itwas very important to me. I was 15 and it has been two years from then... andthat one promise I made to God, has been broken. It is finally sinking in what Ihave done. It was wrong... I cry about having sex and giving my virginity away alot lately. But I know I cant take it back, I cant redo it over. I haventkept the promise that I made, I didnt wait for my future husband.... I gave tomuch away so soon. I first started to masturbate at a young age and then would have phone sex, then oral sex, and then cyber sex... This was over a period of 3 years since I was fifteen, with three different guys. I just question now... How am I suppose to be a good role model and Christian influence when I keep doing what is wrong? My virginity meant so much to me because of my past with sexual abuse and because it was important to Jesus. And I gave it to someone I barely knew, to someone I probably wont be spending the rest of my life with, to someone who hardly knew what it meant to me. I know I am forgiven... and sometimes it is still hard to forgive myself... but what am I suppose to tell my future husband now? Sorry I made a selfish, stupid, messed up decision and wasnt thinking of you at that moment and then made a huge mistake... I feel really terrible. :( Please pray for me and advice would be helpful too! I am currently in a relationship with the guy who took my virginity and we are trying to keep our relationship Sexually pure. He is a new Christian and I have only been a Christian for like 3 years now and we just need prayer and advice would be very helpful. I want to keep growing closer to God, learning more about Jesus, and serve him with my life. I love Jesus very much and I dont want this one thing of sexual sin to bring me down and take me away from my creator.... I want to feel close to him again and do what is right. Thank you! Darcy Lynn
I am currently listening to the daily audio Bible most days. I have already given my virginity away, I cant drive yet and I guess my aunt and uncle do not find it necessary to go to church anymore... But I do listen to a lot of sermons. I stopped partying and havent drank alcohol in a while. I confessed that I lied to the people that I lied to and told them the truth. I dont whacth pornography anymore even though sometimes I am still tempted to, I havent in months. However I do still struggle with masturbation sometimes. The suicidial thoughts were so bad that I tried to commit suicide but havent had one suicidial thought after this past time I tried to commit suicide which was my third attempt. I feel a lot closer to God lately and am trying to do the right things for him. I am not completely free from all of those things I had asked you to pray for... But I am most of them. Thank you so much for your prayers!
Original Prayer Request (posted 3 Years Ago): I use to read my Bible everyday and just have this passion, hunger and ultimate desire for Jesus. I was learning so much about Jesus, and was growing closer to him. Then I met this guy and we started dating and I put myself in an abusive relationship with him. I fell away from God, and I almost gave my virginity to him. We did have oral sex, and I had told him that because I was forced in the past with Sexual abuse, in a sexual situation, I cant say no. He used that to his own advantage. Finally he set me free from the relationship and broke up with me. I was in so much emotional pain and I am still learning to move on. I know he isnt the right guy for me and I do deserve so much better than him. But after the Break up I tried to restore this relationship with God back to so much better than before. But I keep failing to do that. I dont read my Bible everyday now, I dont go to church anymore, I have drank alcohol and partied and got really drunk, I have told one lie and now I am caught in the web of that one lie, I struggle with whacthing Pornography and masturbation, Im afraid I am addicted, Jealousy, anger, The suicidial thoughts, I had cyber sex with someone I barely know, and I just feel distant from God. I want to live for him I do. I want freedom from all these things and I want to have the relationship I had back with Jesus. Please Pray that I would be free, I need strength, courage, hope, I need to accept Jesus forgiveness when it is needed. and whatever else you find necessary to pray for me. Advice would be great too. Thank you! -Darcy
A week after I posted this Prayer request, My boyfriend broke up with me over the phone. During that week, that I had posted his prayer request... Cody had wanted me to have sex with him and I told him no. I told him also that because of my past with sexual abuse, I fel like I couldnt say no in that situation anyway and I built up enough courage to actually tell him I didnt want to. He told me that He learned a lot dating me about his self, that he had a great time everytime he spent it with me, he wont forget what we had, but he said I am just not ready for this and I dont even know if I am going to spend the rest of my life with you, I might meet someone else down the road and this would have hurt you a lot more if I did this any later than now. I still want to be your friend. I was crying, and his mom said she needed to use the phone so he had to get off it. He then said that it was his time now to go cry and I said Dont go Please and he said I have to. We dicussed that I should be safe too, so I didnt do anythings stupid like hurt myself or kill myself and at first he didnt want me to go to the hospital or Fourwinds. But I asked him to please let me go. So, he did. We both thought it was a good idea so I went to Saratoga Mental Health that night. I stayed there over night, they took some blood, asked questions, and sent me and my mom home at like 4 in the morning in a Taxi. I cried for 6 days straight after the Break up. I didnt go to School for a couple of days and I didnt eat anythink for like 3 or four of those days. I lost wieght, I hardly could sleep, and I miss him a whole lot. I hate it when you break up and continue to remember the time spent having fun with one another,the time spent just being goofy together and how you felt when he said he loved you or just the fact that he liked you,the times when he made you laugh,gave you butterflies,Kissed you,those times he held you when you cried,the secrets you shared,the many hours you spent talking on the phone,and waking up in his arms. I was hurt, but I am learing to move on. I know he wasnt the right guy for me and that I do deserve so much better than him. Thank you all for all of your prayers, it really helped!
Original Prayer Request (posted 3 Years Ago): My Boyfriend had went to my best friends Prom with her far from Home and stayed the weekend at her house. She had told me that, he ruined Prom for her, because he was rude, obnoxiuos, disrespectful and Complaining a lot all night and pretty much dicthed her to go play Pool with two other guys. She also proceeded to tell me that he continued to tell her that he loved her 4 or 5 times well at her house. She had asked him, Well why are you telling me this? Dont you love Darcy(me)? And he said No I dont love her. And so Christina asked him then why do you tell her you love her then if you dont? And he lied to her and told her because I(Darcy) said it first. Cody has been lying to me, flirting with girls right in front of me, and now telling my best friend that he loves Her! Idk know what to do and where to begin to talk to him about it. So, I called boyfriend tonight and he was really mad and said that he didnt want to talk about it. He was being really mean and as I was talking to another friend about the situation and Cody said dont tell him nothing if you do I will punch you both I am not scared. And kept saying I dont want to talk about it and hung up on me. I called back and he hung up again, then I called a third time and he said are you done talking about it? I said Are you done hanging up on me? I do so much for and with Cody. We have went to far physically and He bosss me around and tells me what to do and I do it. I do everything he tells me to. What should I do? Please Pray for us and him. Any advice would be nice and helpful.Thank You,<3 Darcy Lynn
Would you change something about yourself even if the thing you wanted to change has always made you who you are, unique, and it was just the way God created it to be. It wasnt a medical issue, or anything like that. If you had always had this one imperfection about yourself, for your whole life up until now, Would you change what God created for you, if he gave you that oppurtunity?
The reason I am asking this question is because I have a decision to make, and I dont know what to do. I have a chance to get perfect teeth. I have always had a space in the middle of my two front teeth. I mean that is just how God created it, and I know now he is giving me this oppurtunity to change what he did. But by doing that, I feel like I am saying and making it look like God messed up and I feel like I am trying to fix his mistake. Although I dont think of it as a mistake at all. It makes me unique, and I have always had it. I havent really gotten picked on for it, only once or twice I think. But I was not created perfect, and there are a few things that I would like to change about myself sometimes that are parts of my body. But lots of girls do. However, I wouldnt change what God has did with my past and all that happened there, or with Cody because It makes me stronger, makes me into who I am today, gives me experience to help others in the same situation and pain. So why would I want to change the wonderful body he created for me to have?