I am new here and after about 20 years i am finally trying to regain my faith in God. I had lost my way before i was 20 years old. My wife and I are separated but talking. Things are good to a point but i would give anything to have things the way they should be. I am a loving person, we just went through some very hard times and i said and did things that i should not have. I pray everyday that she and god forgive me. that she give our marriage the chance that it deserves. She is scared that things will be the same but i know in my heart that they will never be like that again. I have changed in many ways, she just will not spend time with me to see that. I ask for prayers that things just work out the way they are supposed to. even if that means we are not meant to be.